一直拿不定主意，
不知道要回马来西亚还是继续留下来念书。
直到我发现我要申请的课程已经在2月2号截止了，
才下定决心申请大学。
虽然现在申请我已经是在waiting list了，
但至少我有尽力。
拿不拿到就看上帝的旨意吧！
今天收到一封e-mail：
Dear Applicant
We are pleased to inform you that your application
for the CPE/Diploma in Law (GDL) course
has been received and processed
by the Central Applications Board
in the second round of applications for 2009/10 entry.
The institution(s) you have applied to will contact you
with their decisions within the next 3-4 weeks.
If you have any queries regarding your application,
please write or telephone the Central Applications Board.
DO NOT RESPOND to this email -
this is an outgoing email address only -
and cannot be used for correspondence.
Yours faithfully
The CPE/Diploma in Law
Central Applications Board
P.O. Box 84
Guildford
Surrey
GU3 1YX
奇怪！发出申请表后，
心情很紧张，很大压力，很怕拿不到
因为万一拿不到我就不知道怎么办！
哎，算了！反正我也不能做什么，
唯有耐心地等吧！
Wednesday, 13 May 2009
等
Friday, 24 April 2009
人类的极限
今天考了第一科－Advertising and Sales Promotion。
昨晚还很镇定地在摇摇晃晃看戏。。玩sudoku。。
不知道是因为准备充足还是读书读到傻了。
到最后还是再温习一遍才睡觉。
看到考题时，明白它要问的是什么，知道我要写的是什么，可是就是不够时间写。眼睁睁看着时间一分一秒的过去，我的手完全不敢停下来，不停地写，不停地写，直到两个小时完毕。
一共要回答三题，两题30％，一题40％。老师还说一题大概需要写两页半。
第一题用了40分钟，还剩conclusion没有时间写；
第二题写了四页，一共有五个重点要讲，由于时间的关系，最后的两个重点我只能随便讲几句，简直是把所有point用逗号连在一起，字体还丑到不行；
第三题只剩下20分钟，只写了一页多一点点，example都没时间写，conclusion就更不用说了。这样的答案，要拿到1st的机会也很渺茫！
心情很烦躁，很复杂，很郁闷。。
明明知道所有的答案，但是就是因为不够时间，很多东西都没有写进去。
哎，到底谁发明考试的？！简直是要挑战人类的极限。电脑的发明就是要代替人类不能完成的任务，为什么考试不能跟上时代的脚步呢？用电脑打就好了嘛！
下个星期二还有一科，希望够时间给我写完该写的。
这是最后的考试了，算是对自己最后的交代，也完成父母托付我的任务。
真希望可以那到1st honour 毕业，可是世事就是不如人意。。
昨晚还很镇定地在摇摇晃晃看戏。。玩sudoku。。
不知道是因为准备充足还是读书读到傻了。
到最后还是再温习一遍才睡觉。
看到考题时，明白它要问的是什么，知道我要写的是什么，可是就是不够时间写。眼睁睁看着时间一分一秒的过去，我的手完全不敢停下来，不停地写，不停地写，直到两个小时完毕。
一共要回答三题，两题30％，一题40％。老师还说一题大概需要写两页半。
第一题用了40分钟，还剩conclusion没有时间写；
第二题写了四页，一共有五个重点要讲，由于时间的关系，最后的两个重点我只能随便讲几句，简直是把所有point用逗号连在一起，字体还丑到不行；
第三题只剩下20分钟，只写了一页多一点点，example都没时间写，conclusion就更不用说了。这样的答案，要拿到1st的机会也很渺茫！
心情很烦躁，很复杂，很郁闷。。
明明知道所有的答案，但是就是因为不够时间，很多东西都没有写进去。
哎，到底谁发明考试的？！简直是要挑战人类的极限。电脑的发明就是要代替人类不能完成的任务，为什么考试不能跟上时代的脚步呢？用电脑打就好了嘛！
下个星期二还有一科，希望够时间给我写完该写的。
这是最后的考试了，算是对自己最后的交代，也完成父母托付我的任务。
真希望可以那到1st honour 毕业，可是世事就是不如人意。。
Tuesday, 17 February 2009
Time flies, I'm back to London again.
Back to reality, back to assignment and work.
This was the third time I left home, still..I was cried badly. Actually I can control my feeling, but after "one sentence" from my dad, then my tear was split out.
I am not a good daughter, but for me, he is a good father.
Although sometime I would blame him but I understand everything he do is for my own good.
I hate the feeling of leaving, leaving my love ones. It makes me decided not to stay in London anymore, I don't really want to stay anymore longer although I do hope I can get working experience in UK, hope I can finish another law degree in UK.
~Sometime, it is hard to make decision~
In this stage, I wish to go back after by degree but I am not really sure whether I would change my mind. Will discuss with my Almighty God and let HIM guide my future.
Back to reality, back to assignment and work.
This was the third time I left home, still..I was cried badly. Actually I can control my feeling, but after "one sentence" from my dad, then my tear was split out.
I am not a good daughter, but for me, he is a good father.
Although sometime I would blame him but I understand everything he do is for my own good.
I hate the feeling of leaving, leaving my love ones. It makes me decided not to stay in London anymore, I don't really want to stay anymore longer although I do hope I can get working experience in UK, hope I can finish another law degree in UK.
~Sometime, it is hard to make decision~
In this stage, I wish to go back after by degree but I am not really sure whether I would change my mind. Will discuss with my Almighty God and let HIM guide my future.
Tuesday, 3 February 2009
不想长大
昨晚再次看到放鞭炮，真的好久好久没有听到鞭炮声了。在鞭炮声响中，过新年的气氛更浓更热闹。可惜的是，人已经长大了，很多事情也不一样了，再没有像小时候那样百般的期待。想起小时候，多渴望新年的到来，期待穿新衣，大吃新年的食品，到处去拜年的时刻，收到红包的喜悦感。。人长大后，这些感觉渐渐得就变淡了。
更可惜的是，小时候喜爱的大人们，也慢慢的进入老年，慢慢的离开。真的很伤感。
正如S.H.E所唱的一样，我也“不想长大”了。
更可惜的是，小时候喜爱的大人们，也慢慢的进入老年，慢慢的离开。真的很伤感。
正如S.H.E所唱的一样，我也“不想长大”了。
无奈的怀念
那天再次去到我奶妈的灰塔前，虽然我清楚知道，她不在那个小小的骨灰里，但我还是很想带我的男朋友去见他，总算尽我最大的能力做我可以做的事！
跪在她的面前，对主做了个祷告。虽然她不信主，但我真的希望在天家能够见到她。
我以为自己已经懂得将怀念放在心里，但原来我还没学会，对她的怀念还是如此得强烈，眼泪还是不受控制的流下。
主阿！虽然她不相信你，但是我深信你爱她，你爱世上的每一个人，因为你来到世上，不是为义人而死，乃是为罪人而死。求你怜悯人的无知，人的软弱，保守她，直到我们再见你的面！
跪在她的面前，对主做了个祷告。虽然她不信主，但我真的希望在天家能够见到她。
我以为自己已经懂得将怀念放在心里，但原来我还没学会，对她的怀念还是如此得强烈，眼泪还是不受控制的流下。
主阿！虽然她不相信你，但是我深信你爱她，你爱世上的每一个人，因为你来到世上，不是为义人而死，乃是为罪人而死。求你怜悯人的无知，人的软弱，保守她，直到我们再见你的面！
Wednesday, 14 January 2009
终于做了决定！
这几天反反复复想了很久，到底该怎么办？
今天终于做了决定，“我要回马来西亚”，
最大的目的是庆祝我爸爸的60岁大寿！
虽然我只能回去两个星期多，
虽然我要花掉四百多英磅，
虽然我要逃两个星期的课，
虽然我有功课要在1月30号交，
虽然我要自己坐长途飞机（本人对坐长途飞机有恐惧感），
虽然我要面对跟老板娘请假，
但是....
没有东西能够阻止我回马来庆祝我爸爸的生日！
经过我奶妈的事情，我真的吸取了很大的教训！我不会再让我自己错过任何东西，不会再让自己后悔！我要好好的爱我的家人，尽我最大的能力让他们开心！
在这件事中，我一直不停地祷告，感谢主，我清楚知道是主的旨意和安排要我回去。
这次是我信主以来最肯定主要我做的事，感谢主，听我的祷告！
今天终于做了决定，“我要回马来西亚”，
最大的目的是庆祝我爸爸的60岁大寿！
虽然我只能回去两个星期多，
虽然我要花掉四百多英磅，
虽然我要逃两个星期的课，
虽然我有功课要在1月30号交，
虽然我要自己坐长途飞机（本人对坐长途飞机有恐惧感），
虽然我要面对跟老板娘请假，
但是....
没有东西能够阻止我回马来庆祝我爸爸的生日！
经过我奶妈的事情，我真的吸取了很大的教训！我不会再让我自己错过任何东西，不会再让自己后悔！我要好好的爱我的家人，尽我最大的能力让他们开心！
在这件事中，我一直不停地祷告，感谢主，我清楚知道是主的旨意和安排要我回去。
这次是我信主以来最肯定主要我做的事，感谢主，听我的祷告！
Friday, 2 January 2009
Worth places to visit in Barcelona
I have been to Barcelona, Spain on 4th to 7th of Jan 2009. Barcelona is a worth place to visit, a city full of awesome building and wonderful art! Below are the places that I have been to, listed according to must go place to least important place to go.
1. La Sagrada Familiar - Architect: Antoni Gaudi
- €9 student price, take the lift to the view point €2.50
- We spent 3 hours in this place.
- Suggestion: Read some synopsis or introduction of the building before visit.
2. La Pedreda - Architec: Antoni Gaudi
- €5.50 student price
- Spent 2.30 hours in this place
3. FC Barcelona Stadium
- We bought the ticket of the stadium tour and museum for €14 online
- Wonderful experience because we watched the FC Barcelona team players training
Players included: Xavi, Henry, Messi, Puyol, Eto'o, Victor Valdés, Iniesta, Yaya Touré, Hleb, Dani Alves , Márquez, Bojan, Abidal, Gudjohnsen, Pinto, Keita, Iniesta, Pique, Coach: Josep Guardiola
4. Park Geull - Architect: Antoni Gaudi
- Free entrance
- We only spent 1.30 hours in this place because of lack of time, but if we really walk around the whole park, should spent 2.30 hours
5. Flamenco Show in Poble Espanyol
- It was a restaurant, serve drink or dinner with the flamenco show. This restaurant is located inside the Poble Espanyol.
- We book a table online costs £71, included dinner (4 courses) and the Flamenco show. Start at 19.00 to 09.30
6. Barcelona beach
- We spent 1 hour there
7. Museu Picasso
- Free entrance on every 1st Sunday on the month
8. Museu Nacional d'Art de Catalunya
- We went there to watch the Font Màgica (Magic Fountain) which is the fountains in front of the Museum but don’t know why there was no show on that day.
9. La Rambla
- Place to eat and experience the culture of Barcelona
10. Barcelona Cathedral
- Free entrance
- Due to the refurbishing work, we were unable to see the whole building
11. Plaça de Catalunya
- Place to shopping and experience the culture
12. Casa Batlló
- We didn't go in, only take photo outside because it was not built by Gaudi, he was only refurbish it.
13. Parade - 3 holy king procession
- Something extra
- We saw it because of our visiting date.
- A festival in Barcelona, it was like Christmas in UK, therefore, 6th of Jan is their bank holiday
1. La Sagrada Familiar - Architect: Antoni Gaudi
- €9 student price, take the lift to the view point €2.50
- We spent 3 hours in this place.
- Suggestion: Read some synopsis or introduction of the building before visit.
2. La Pedreda - Architec: Antoni Gaudi- €5.50 student price
- Spent 2.30 hours in this place
The roof top of the building is very nice!
3. FC Barcelona Stadium- We bought the ticket of the stadium tour and museum for €14 online
- Wonderful experience because we watched the FC Barcelona team players training
Players included: Xavi, Henry, Messi, Puyol, Eto'o, Victor Valdés, Iniesta, Yaya Touré, Hleb, Dani Alves , Márquez, Bojan, Abidal, Gudjohnsen, Pinto, Keita, Iniesta, Pique, Coach: Josep Guardiola4. Park Geull - Architect: Antoni Gaudi
- Free entrance
- We only spent 1.30 hours in this place because of lack of time, but if we really walk around the whole park, should spent 2.30 hours
5. Flamenco Show in Poble Espanyol- It was a restaurant, serve drink or dinner with the flamenco show. This restaurant is located inside the Poble Espanyol.
- We book a table online costs £71, included dinner (4 courses) and the Flamenco show. Start at 19.00 to 09.30
6. Barcelona beach- We spent 1 hour there
7. Museu Picasso- Free entrance on every 1st Sunday on the month
8. Museu Nacional d'Art de Catalunya
- We went there to watch the Font Màgica (Magic Fountain) which is the fountains in front of the Museum but don’t know why there was no show on that day.
9. La Rambla
- Place to eat and experience the culture of Barcelona
10. Barcelona Cathedral
- Free entrance
- Due to the refurbishing work, we were unable to see the whole building
11. Plaça de Catalunya- Place to shopping and experience the culture
12. Casa Batlló
- We didn't go in, only take photo outside because it was not built by Gaudi, he was only refurbish it.
13. Parade - 3 holy king procession
- Something extra
- We saw it because of our visiting date.
- A festival in Barcelona, it was like Christmas in UK, therefore, 6th of Jan is their bank holiday
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