Decision making

Sent some graduate job applications today. When I read through those selection process (firstly, I need to do 3 online tests, then telephone intereview, one to one face to face interview, finally five to one interview). How complicate is it?! So I really don't have the confident to get any of the job but I will put everything in my prayer and let God leads my way.

Made a prayer today: If I can get a job in uk next year, I will apply for PSW and stay here for 2 years; If not, I will got back to M'sia for good. I believe God will prepare the best for me.

This day has come! 终于等到了今天！

Finally, my parent have accepted Jesus Christ as their Saviour and accepted baptism today. Although I can't witness this but 2 of my brothers went there (although they can't really accept my parent's decision). I am very grateful for this precious Christmas present in 2009. Honestly, I must admitted that I did not do well in giving them testimony and sharing the Gospel but I strongly believed it is God touches their heart and it's time! Until now, I can't believe they are Christian and we truly became family members of God because everything came without my expectation. Besides grateful, nothing else can describe my feeling, I have been waiting for 6 years, and now this day has come! From I was a child, my parent prepared and gave me every best things. And today, I can return a best present for life to them which is Jesus Christ!

Lord, thank you for everything you had given to me. Thanks and praise your work of bringing them to you. Glory to the King of Kings!

God not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance. (2 Peter 3:9)

终于，我父母接受了主耶稣为他们的个人救主，今天也接受了洗礼。虽然我不能观礼但是我的两个哥哥都去了（虽然他们不是太能接受父母的决定）。我真的很感恩，这也成为我2009年最宝贵的圣诞礼物。其实，我必需要承认我并没有给他们很好的见证和传福音，但是我深信是神的时间到了也是神触摸了他们的心！直到现在，我还不能接受他们已是基督徒和我们成为主内的一家人，因为一切都来的太突然。除了感恩，还是感恩，我等了六年，终于等到了今天！从小到大，我父母都准备和给予我最好的。今天，我可以回报他们生命中最好的礼物，就是主耶稣基督！

主啊！感谢祢所赐给我的一切。感谢赞美祢的作为，把他们带到你的面前。荣耀归与神！

神不愿一人沉沦，乃愿人人都悔改。（彼得后书3：9）

From left: Younger brother, sister-in law, mother, father, elder brother
Children: My elder brother's sons and daughter
从左：二哥，二嫂，妈妈，爸爸，大哥
小孩：大哥的儿子和女儿

贊美之泉 ﹣除祢以外

最近每次聽到這首歌，眼淚都不受控制的流下，很感動的一首詩歌，歌詞更是帶來很大的共鳴。對於生活上所面對的事情，在自己的控制以外的，真的感到很無助，唯有依靠神才能得著真正的安慰。

除祢以外，在天上我還能有誰？
除祢以外，在地上我別無眷戀。
除祢以外，有誰能擦乾我眼淚？
除祢以外，有誰能帶給我安慰？

＊雖然我的肉體和我的心腸漸漸的衰退，
但是神是我心裡的力量，
是我的福份，直到永遠。

12-12-2009

昨天早上去了WMC教会观礼（洗礼），一共有36位弟兄姐妹接受洗礼，我们甘霖堂就有3位姐妹。看到他们愿意在众人面前愿意归向主，真的很开心，也很感恩。我相信如果不是神感动的话，没有人能够敞开心来接受主耶稣为我们的救主，因为我们的眼睛原是被蒙蔽的。

这就是WMC的洗礼池。第一次看到室内的洗礼池。

甘霖堂的弟兄姐妹

完毕后就把洗礼池收起来，原来是这样的。呵呵。。

之后去了教会附近吃午餐，吃了20分钟但却等了一个小时多，真的快饿死了（食物还是很难吃的）。前一天晚上，师母和雯都鼓励我做open house的副组长，想了一个晚上，我决定试一试，怎么说都是为主做工，既然神呼召我，我就答应了，所以午餐后就赶着去开会。

晚上到了Westminster Central Hall听Christmas Praise Concert, 当中有很多的乐器，诗班，还有讲道（这是我意料之外的），所演奏的歌曲真的很好听！途中也有邀请会众一起站立唱诗歌，感觉很雄伟，也很感动，一起敬拜神的感觉真的很好！但愿人人都能归向主，都能开声唱诗赞美神！

大合照！

我们的爱 F.I.R

歌手：飞儿乐团
作曲：F.I.R
填词：谢育慧
编曲：Terence Teo

回忆里想起模糊的小时候 云朵漂浮在蓝蓝的天空
那时候的你说 要和我手牵手 一起走到时间的尽头

从此以后我都不敢抬头看 彷佛我的天空失去了颜色
从那一天起 我忘记了呼吸 眼泪啊永远不再 不再哭泣

＊我们的爱 过了就不再回来
直到现在 我还默默的等待
我们的爱 我明白 已变成你的负担
只是永远我都放不开 最后的温暖 你给的温暖

不要再问你是否爱我 现在我想要自由的天空
远离开这被捆绑的世界 不再寂寞

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o04v_V3OVjQ

人心难测

一个说一，一个说二，都不知道谁说的是真，谁说的是假？
可能是要面子的关系吧！
真是烦。。
我也不想理这么多。。

万芳 - 新不了情

很真实的一首歌：

(电影"新不了情"主题曲)
原唱：万芳
作曲：鲍比达
作词：黄郁
编曲：鲍比达

心若倦了 泪也干了
这份深情 难舍难了
曾经拥有 天荒地老
已不见你 暮暮与朝朝
这一份情 永远难了
愿来生还能 再度拥抱
爱一个人 如何厮守到老
怎样面对一切 我不知道

＊回忆过去 痛苦的相思忘不了
为何你还来 拨动我心跳
爱你怎么能了 今夜的你应该明了
缘难了 情难了

Research Method

Today, the lecturer told us the exam format, it will be divided into two sections. In section A, there will be 2 compulsory questions (70%). For section B, there will be 5 questions, we need to answer 3 questions (30%) from those five.

Oh my god!! I am so worry now, this is the module which make me very anxious, I don't have math talent, don't have sense in statistic, but now 70% are compulsory, which mean if I can't do well in those 2 questions, then that's it. I am failing..

The other 3 modules are 100% exam as well, which make me feel stress because from my previous exam experience, I can understand the question, I know the answer but the problem is I don't have enough time to write!! so cruel..Exam is an inhuman way to test student!!

Today is the 1st day of December, meaning I only left 1 month to catch up, to study..
oooo..can I wish Christmas is not coming, New year is not coming, exam is not coming??